Dear Sweet Soul,
I have more projects in my mind, but however, I am unable to realize them. Every time I want to do it, I procrastinate. I don’t get better. I don’t learn even though I would like to do so.I studied year at university in Czech rep. Informatics, but didn’t succeeded. Since that time I attended Webdesigner Expert course and now I study Junior Front End Developer course, but I have no job. I don’t meet interesting and supportive people. Last weeks I participated in youth exchanges in Vienna and Košice and I felt rejected and worthless.
- Start today by writing a list of all of the things you love about yourself. Write down what you are good at. Even starting with something as simply as loving your smile or laugh, or the way you can so easily fix a bike…look for things that come naturally easy to you, to help build momentum for the amazing qualities and life you already have. Do this once a week.
- Play with energy– your energy specifically. Learn how to cleanse your energy field daily. You may even discover an urge to do this several times a day. If you feel drawn to Tai Chi or QiGong- fantastic, or you can watch this short video on how to clear your energy field. Do not underestimate your energetic power- it is very strong. And for you to notice how it feels as you shift your own energy, that will empower you in the way you perceive life…. (more on this in a moment)
- Mind your words. You need to know the importance of your words (why do you think you are such a good developer.. if one word is off, things don’t work!).
You are a powerful creator. You create your reality with your words (I know you already know this). The trouble is that you focus more on words that bring you the situations you don’t want rather than what you do want.
This is a tricky one, but super easy too. Try tracking for 15 minutes what it is that you are thinking about. Do you notice positive stories, or do you witness a focus on negative situations? This will take time, but begin to notice the language you are creating your world with. Do this a few times a week, and you will notice that you begin to catch yourself mid-thought or mid-sentence witnessing the language you are using.
Here’s an example: When you first meet someone, you get to create what they know about you. You can describe yourself as a talented and ambitious Developer who is looking for fun and interesting projects with an amazing team. You create your world.
You are talented beyond belief- this stuff really comes naturally to you… you could do it in your sleep. You go outside the box for learning. The typical learning environment isn’t for you. You learn best on the job with a mentor who is tough, but knows their stuff. Your entrepreneurial spirit is yearning for more than what is typically being presented.
You have such a different view of the world and what is possible that it can make it seem difficult to connect with people. Yet, your job is to connect with people’s hearts more than their minds (you can connect with their mind too, but it almost feels too easy for you). It’s a bigger “challenge” (which feels like something your quite enjoy) to connect with someone’s heart which brings more interest and excitement to you, but others are not vibrating at the same place that you are. Which is the challenge.
Which brings me back to your energy field.
You cannot control other people’s thoughts, perceptions or actions. You can only affect who you are being and how you are perceiving the situations and your energy field impacts this. When you energy field is strong and courageous, your world is different than it is when your energy is low and frustrated. Work on your energy first and foremost (the above steps will help you) and you will discover the power of focus, which will bring you the completion of projects that you are craving (and don’t beat yourself up- you are a creator and love the feeling of creating more than completing).